The Ferret

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i went and started a new blog and now i don’t know what to put in it. the writer in me wants to be let out. there is no ignoring or subdueing it. when ignored it keeps shooting up untill it bubbles at the surface.

i’ve been feeling useless lately. this entire week was down the drain. i had goals for the week but somehow none of  ’em were achieved. i feel really shitty right now.

plus my emotions slash hormones have gone haywire. i think the whole world is against me. on days like this i thank God it’s not possible for our thoughts to be plastered on our fore head. i can’t imagine anyone else knowing what was going on in my mind at the moment.

there’s something i don’t have here that i used to take for granted back home. that is the ability to shut the rest of the world out and be by myself.

all i can do now is be patient and remind myself no situation is permanent.

meantime i need to be motivated. i need to do something positive with myself that doesn’t revolve around me being in this house.


Written by F

June 6, 2009 at 8:55 pm

Posted in Meanderings

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